Ok so I have been laying low. Taking some me time for a change. It funny how things change so easily and so quickly in this world. SL has been a roller coaster for most of my 2 years in here. All the fun i thought i was having was only making me more miserable. Big lights, Big city...the rockstar should be able to handle that right??  I never understood how all of these celebrities, had so many issues, depression, suicide, rehabs....feeling alone, no friends etc. After 2 years in SL i understand it...its all superficial. Filler, like empty calories you keep ingesting and then wondering why you do not feel so well. Seeing it and realizing it much like drugs and alcohol is the first step to recovery. Yeah it took me long enough but I found a great rehab and checked myself in. The ones who do matter were still there and finally pushed the doors open for me. It amazing out there. Something as simple as laying in a field watching the changing faces of the clouds, listening to the gentle rise and fall of someones chest, the steady beating of the heart, touches as gentle as the wind.....much more fulfilling and satisfying and top it all off....ya dont feel sick after ;)